Hey, guys!
It's been a week since I returned from having the experience of a lifetime with Loki-Poki in Scotland! I wanted to post a journal as soon as I got home, but I was so jetlagged that I spent my entire first day back sleeping, then I had to immediately jump back into work. Even then, my sleep schedule has been super fucked up all week (I keep waking up at 4 AM, wtf?).
Anyway, this is probably the first day I've had both the time and energy to type up a proper update. My original plan was to prattle on about my adventures with Loki and rate all the weird food I ate, but something else came up very recently that I feel I should probably address (although you can read about the trip in
Loki's journal).
It involves my nuzlocke comic as well, so keep reading if you're curious about that. Nooo, it's not cancelled. I can smell your dread from here.The short version:Being an adult sucks. Nuzlocke comic will be put on hiatus after next update so that I can focus on getting a new job.
The long version:I'm not normally one to talk about my personal business online, but I feel you guys deserve to know why I've been so distracted and unreliable lately.
I've been working as a part-time employee at my new job for almost a year now. I'm fairly happy, even if my work is mind-numbingly repetitive, but almost immediately after returning from my vacation, I got some interesting news:
I would be eligible for full-time a lot sooner than anticipated. This made me both happy and a little sad. Happy because, hey, more money! But sad for the obvious reason that what little free time I have for drawing and other hobbies is going to be drastically reduced even more. But even knowing that this promotion is going to hurt my update schedule, that's not even what I'm most upset about.
Truth is, when I took this job, it was a HUGE step down from my previous one. I essentially went from working my dream job at a video game studio (more like a nightmare, but I won't get into that) to working part-time at some dreary retail store. I didn't care at the time because I needed a job fast and I was willing to take anything I could get. It was meant to be a temporary arrangement, just a reliable source of income until I found the "right" job, but with the flexible hours and three day weekends, I became too complacent and lazy, and I sorta just...forgot about getting out.
The point of the story is: when I found out I'd be moving to full-time, I had a bit of a wake up call. If I'm going to be working 40 hours a week, I'd rather it be somewhere better than the current dead end, minimum wage place I'm at now. Ideally, I'd love nothing more to get back into the creative industry (because that's what I spent 4 years on an art degree for), but to do so, I'll have to put all my other projects on hold so that I can divert all my creative energy into perfecting my professional portfolio--and that includes my nuzlocke comic.
Now, believe me, this decision isn't easy for me. I truly love working on my comic, and I really,
really don't like letting you guys down--but I seriously need to get my life back on track, and I feel that this decision will benefit both me and the comic in the long run. I'm still going to upload the next page this week because it's nearly finished anyway and I know that you guys have been more than patient. This hiatus also doesn't mean that I'll be leaving dA; you'll still see me derpin' around the community, and I'll probably stream some fun stuff to tide you guys over until Kick@$$ Mode's return (I still owe you guys a crack stream).
Hopefully Ken and the gang will be back soon~ Thank you all for being so wonderful and supportive!
~Yin